The last few months of 2023 marked a significant chapter in my life, characterized by medical challenges and the scary process of cancer testing. This period of adversity prompted deep reflection on the fragile nature of life and the importance of seizing the present moment.   In the wake of adversity, time itself seemed to bend, pulling me into the sanctum of the present moment, where the simplest of pleasures—sights, sounds, tastes, and touches—assumed a profound significance. Amidst the chaos, I recognized the profound value of human connection and relationships. In December 2023, just five days before Christmas, I underwent a successful surgery, embarking on an 8-week healing journey where in January 2024, all my tests came back cancer-free.

During my ordeal, my thoughts often turned to Belize. My husband believes that I have no deeper love for any other place. I did not intend to live in the USA, however, I found myself gradually rooted in this adopted homeland, building meaningful connections, and engaging with its vibrant culture, economy, and politics.  Contrary to common misconceptions from the political pundits, America is a welcoming land of opportunities, and a sanctuary for many. There is an innate goodness in Americans that gets lost in noise of political rhetoric.

I feel that I have a lot to contribute to Belize’s development.  I find Belizeans, both home and abroad, to be extremely intelligent, resilient, and ingenious.  Despite facing challenges, many Belizeans thrive, their potential limited only by systemic barriers and political constraints.

On March 1, I flew to Belize excited about spending time there, hanging out with my family and checking out some property developments. I was committed to walking in Belmopan daily. On one of my daily walks, I met Nigel Petillo who rightfully challenged Belizeans about their commitment to Belize. He reminded us that the lack of development has a lot to do with those who never came back and applied their skillset; however, I have witnessed Belizeans giving back in many different and important ways.  As recently as last week, Belizeans in California organized a substantial donation of medical equipment valued in the millions of dollars to benefit the hospitals in Belize.

On election day, March 6, I was invited to be a guest on the Heat, a collaboration with Krem and Channel 7 to bring the election live. I found the experience a bit chaotic but exciting, much like we do many things in Belize.  As an observer of Belizean politics, I was struck by the transactional nature of elections and the concerning trend of voter manipulation. Many people are allowing the political parties to use them to manipulate the voting system by registering to win elections rather than improve their areas where they live.  Even the politicians admitted on national TV that a significant, swing voter population resides in Guatemala. There were credible reports of people being bused in from Guatemala to vote. Why are Belizeans accepting this but adamant to exclude the diaspora?    I do not see how this political model can be sustained simply because it is expensive!  The parties are expending a lot of money on voting instead of competing based on their records of completing projects and developing their communities.   There is still no campaign financing laws and so political parties are the perfect conduit for nefarious donors to launder dirty money.  Due to the evolution of transactional politics, the politicians are now pouring all their efforts in the areas that have bloc voters while strategically ignoring the areas with less voters. This is a bastardization of democracy.   Belmopan is a case in point. The neglect of maintenance is striking. You would think, as a national policy, and a place that hosts the political debates and administration, there would be some priority in maintenance and development of the city.  Additionally, the tattered flag at the entrance of Belmopan is unacceptable. I was told it would be addressed. I am not sure if it was.

On a high note, I had the pleasure of a guided tour by Jon Lohr from Ceiba Realty, who showcased the innovative developments he is spearheading. His wealth of knowledge is truly impressive and inspiring. We were provided with farming insights, given produce harvested from his flourishing farm, a testament to the richness of Belize’s fertile soil. During our tour, we also encountered a small, traditional Mennonite community, where we met a gentleman who embodied Belize’s unique cultural diversity. Though he is a Mennonite by religion and culture, his mixed heritage of Maya and German ancestry beautifully symbolized Belize’s harmonious blend of cultures peacefully coexisting.

Regrettably, the Government of Belize (GOB) fails to prioritize the implementation of development projects that could alleviate dependency within the system. Such initiatives have the potential to create generational change. Nigel and Jon both recount growing up poor in Belize. However, their definition of poverty is truly not poverty.  While they did not benefit from materialistic possessions brought about through consumerism, their ownership of land and proficiency in living off it empowered them to not only survive but thrive. Today, they are actively creating opportunities for fellow Belizeans to experience the same upward mobility.

During my time in Belize, I engaged in many enriching conversations with individuals from diverse backgrounds. The elder PUPs lamented the movement away from George Price philosophies while the UDPs grappled with persistent internal party issues;   Additionally, non-political individuals showed waning interest in engaging with the political system, indicating a growing disillusionment and discontent with politics, mirroring shifts in political ideologies and societal values.

An important constitutional review is currently underway in Belize, marking the second such endeavor in the nation’s history. This review aims to gauge the sentiments of Belizeans at home and abroad and shape the trajectory of the country’s future. Spearheading this initiative is Anthony Chanona and the People’s Constitutional Committee. My colleague Verlene and I had the privilege of meeting with key figures, including Anthony Chanona and Luke Martinez. Additionally, we encountered the dynamic and sometimes controversial advocate Louis Wade. Belize abounds with the potential to cultivate a prosperous and thriving nation.

Chanona serves as the chairman of the People’s Constitution Committee chosen for his dedicated efforts to foster systemic change and promote inclusive participation. Despite operating on a shoestring budget, even less than previous constitutional reviews, Chanona remains steadfast in his mission. Widely respected in Belmopan for his integrity-driven leadership, he is viewed as a transformative figure who upholds integrity above politics. During our meeting, Chanona offered insights into the committee’s advancements, facilitated by our involvement in soliciting input from the diaspora.

On two occasions, I accompanied my aunt to the Catholic Church in Belmopan. It appeared to be hanging on for dear life and struggling to retain its significance. On one occasion the police visited and while many were on time and attentive, a few were late and distracted by their phones. Interestingly, the highest-ranking officer was absent, however I did see him at a car sales showcase the day prior. On the second visit, the pews were only half-filled, and the atmosphere felt mundane and monotonous. In a quintessentially Belizean irony, I found it interesting to see a spirited Maya priest lead a small Catholic congregation with optimism and humor. During a poignant moment, he blessed a very young family with four children already, prompting me to have reflective thoughts about birth control and religion… Sigh. The churches are lingering reminders of colonialism adorned with the symbolism of a white Jesus, with the backdrop of the unresolved issues surrounding indigenous rights, yet it seems to escape the notice or care of those attending. Does these issues linger silently within our hearts and prayers?

Reflecting on my youth, attending church was non-negotiable. Father Laz’s electrifying sermons, lively choir, and the presence of Garifuna drummers once filled the church to capacity. However, this vibrancy has since faded, and now church appeals mainly to devout Belmopan residents adhering to traditional ways, but failing to attract the younger generation. I suspect evangelical churches may have successfully tapped into this demographic, although I didn’t have the chance to confirm it firsthand.

During my trip, there were many bright spots that caught my attention. Young entrepreneurs and businesses appeared to flourish, showcasing the dynamism of the local economy. I witnessed new developments, coupled with a noticeable decrease in the fear of crime (particularly in Belmopan), hinting that the economy may be doing well and standard of living resilient to inflationary pressures.

Interestingly, I observed several laundromats in Belmopan operating with prices and services unsustainable for the local market. Despite this, Belmopan residents oblivious to it all, maintained their laid-back lifestyle, actively engaging in exercise and community activities, contributing to the betterment of society. Remarkably, many seemed to defy aging, a testament to their vitality and well-being. One Belmopan person mused “ What is that smell – That smell is fresh air”

The highlight of my trip was an invitation to Dangriga to witness the inauguration of Citizens for Good Governance as an NGO. Back in 2020, Verlene Pitts and I initiated the Civic Fellowship Program to address the lack of civic awareness. Over nine months, with support from the business class, political and civic leaders, we successfully launched the program with a requirement for all participants to complete a civics project as part of the program. Kylah Ciego and Jamal Swaso, two of our fellows, teamed up and formulated the Citizens for Good Governance, now evolved into a NGO. Citizens for Good Governance, trained Dangriga candidates from both political parties heading into the 2024 municipal elections and organized and hosted debates.  They have elevated the political environment in their community, with a mission to build ethical leaders. This validated our mission and the importance of civics education.  We are partnering with the University of Belize to sustain this initiative.

On the Sunday before my departure, I headed to Boom to witness the La Ruta Maya race. There was a lot of excitement and fanfare.  The fire hearth rice and beans was delectable, and the entire area was adorned with a festive ambiance, music and drumming. It was evident that there is significant potential for economic gain from this three-day event. The enthusiasm among Belizeans for such races and competitions is palpable. I also met quite a few friends, Belizeans who were also visiting from Florida,  and many friends from social media.  It was community. 

Overall, it was great trip, it was cathartic and was good for my soul. I got to a rare occasion to hang out with my brother and my mother siblings, my aunt and uncle. I carry with me a sense of a renewed commitment to contribute to the country’s progress. Despite the challenges ahead, I am filled with optimism for Belize’s future and look forward to returning home.